I have finally done it ! I have uploaded a whats in my bag video to Youtube.
I have finally uploaded my first video to YouTube.
First I have to apologise for being such an idiot. I have held off from uploading because I am so embarrassed about the way I look and what people will think of me now. I’m not being big-headed or begging for attention, that is not why I am saying this. I’m just so ashamed of what I have become.
I still want to make something of my life and if you are reading this and thinking you still can then you have never taken in a word of all of this . How am I supposed to be able to achieve what I want when I can’t even brush my own teeth.
Making a difference means everything to me now. To do that I have to forget what I was . I have to forget about the way I used to do things and accept the way things have to be done now. I’m not in control anymore, my illness is
That’s hard to accept.
To make a real difference I need help in getting the message out, so please could I ask every single one of you reading this to subscribe to my YouTube channel? I will be doing all I can to get the real face of ME out there. It will have fun videos up too, I promise. Most importantly I have to show the world everything and I’m sorry if you don’t approve or like that.
Please support me in any way you can x